Sensitive Surface

When you’re home on a Saturday night and you have no one to talk to!

When you have so many things to do yet you choose to lie down in the dark on your bedroom floor!

When you sleep during the day in the busiest 3 hours of life!

When you get so affected by the most useless things like songs or movies!

When you cry for all the wrong reasons!

When you drastically switch moods in under 24 hours!

When you’re so worried about how others feel towards you!

When you highly look forward to something that might never ever happen!

When you plan for a perfect life and end up with disappointments!

When you over analyze every single dot in a sentence!

When you give but never recieve!

When you live but never breath!

When you laugh but never hear!

When you cry but never feel!

When everything you think of is recycled over and over and over but you never get something out of it!

When you feel the need to belong more than the need to exist!

When you feel so out of context yet so deeply involved!

When you act but never think!

When you think but never act!

When you’re red but always blue!

Depression

Have u ever felt so alone, so empty, so useless, so confused, so sad, so fragile, so tiered, so stressed, so left out… So depressed ?

Life is a road it has it’s ups and downs u meet new people say goodbye to old ones!

Being depressed is when u fall down and become unable to stand back up and continue your life!

Depressions can be really dangerous if u stay on the floor for so long!
They could lead to failure in school, or in college, or getting fired from a job, being hated by everyone .. Or even lead to suicide!

Being that dangerous a person should be aware of his depression, know what he’s going through in order to get back on his feet correctly.

•Some depressions are illusionary …
In which the brain makes u feel like you fell but in fact it could be just a cry for attention caused by a lack of attention (in a previous article we mentioned how much attention was important) !

•Other depressions may be caused by overvalued reasons like breaking up with someone or loosing a friend or even a pet these reasons are not that deep… People tend to give them much more value than what they are worth… Humans by nature are created in a way where moving on is not that hard “when all u got to keep is strong move along move along like I know u do and even when your hope is gone move along move along just to make it through move along”- All American Rejects 😍 moving along the loss of someone in ur life is relatively easy!

•Not just the loss of someone could depress u but the appearance of a new person in your life also plays an important role : a person who might not be very successful, who might not be a positive person who might not be ambitious, motivated etc… May lead u to get depressed by their presence!

•Moving on… another kind of depression could be caused by being over charged, stressed, having so much to do in so little time or screwing up something important!
Many more other types exist as well
But one thing for sure is that the worst depressions out there are usually combinations of various types.

A depression is a depression… We could keep explaining what it’s about till tomorrow.. That’s not the point here! What we want, the reason why this article exists is to help all of u people who have hit rock bottom to stand up easily without difficulties!
It’s not really easy recovering from a fall on the floor but anyone can recover and so will you.

-Firstly we said depressions were caused by people around u, their effect on u so the first thing you’ll do is arrange the people in your life
Put a list of all the good ones and all the bad ones ! Run the name of every single person in ur life and ask yourself : is he going to have a positive impact on my life? Or is he gonna drown me in his drama! If he’s no good just don’t talk to him anymore don’t make him feel like ur his friend it might be a little hard… Just drift off easily with small recognition
Filter ur friends !

-Meet new people make new connections (just make sure that they’re good company: positive and everything) : meeting new people really helps u get over old ones because with the disappearance of an old person a void appears and what better way to fill this void than meeting new people filling out the emptiness! And u never know maybe one person of the people u meet holds ur hand and lifts u up the floor just like that! People are different and although u might think people are selfish and all, there is always a small percentage of good hearted people out there.
(New people could be found randomly in some park on some social media network… People are everywhere push urself into meeting new ones)

-When under lots of stress one thing is really really important stand back from the situation your in look at the big picture recognize the most important stuff to do … Organize all the tasks in order of importance and just get them done ! Finishing the important stuff first will be useful for u if u run out of time later on!

-A more general way of fighting depression is simple u just have to know the basics of every depression:
Every depression has a source what u have to do to kill a depression is find the source and kill the source figuratively! Kill it in your head psychologically locate the source of your unhappiness and make it vanish : by replacing it.. Shutting it out.. Don’t make it a part of your life anymore!
Reason with yourself and ask yourself:
Am I happy with the situation X?
No!
Do I want to stay unhappy or is my happiness actually worth it?
And just logically solve the problem (the shower is a good place to reason with yourself)

-Finally, if all of the ways I gave u to kill your depression didn’t work! Try writing about it like I did (really good relief) or just talk to me about it talk to anyone about it!

Sometimes all it takes for u to stand back on your feet again is sharing your story with a person that will pull u out of your misery! Just remember that being on the ground isn’t going to be the situation forever ! With time everything changes!

Thank you for reading this!
I hope it was useful!
If u ever need anyone new in your life talk to me whenever u feel like it!
If you made it this far and ur still reading I Love You ❤️
Ps: I’m sorry it was long I wanted it to be well written (examples w kela shi)!

Welcome

I decided to write this article for one reason, and one reason only… Since I have new fans/lifeless stalkers/ignorant people who are starting to check out my blog I would like to welcome u… Yes I have a blog and yes I write articles and no I don’t actually care if u read them after all that’s what they’re made for!
So welcome… And the first thing I would like to tell u is I can’t believe how lifeless and bored u are to the extent that u (la darajet eno) u stalked my twitter account to find something embarrassing because that’s the only things u ever do in ur lives… U stalk people in ur school and try to find the smallest things to criticize them about…
U know I ask myself day and night wether or not u have something better to do with ur life turned out u’re even more lifeless than I am…
U know u can always read, draw, sing, play the fucking piano… But noo u have to make fun of other people because that’s the whole purpose of ur life !
Now let me explain clearly why u do that… No it’s not because u’re bored… And no it’s not because u need something to talk and gossip about… It’s only a matter of insecurities u just need to make the others look bad in order to feel good about yourself well let me tell u something u can do a million other good stuff and feel good about yourself u don’t have to hurt anyone. Trust me it is not an overdose of confidence it’s just an overdose of insecurities (and that is something u can write in ur bio)…
Now the next time u stalk someone hoping to find something embarrassing about them remember that u’re only looking for something that makes u feel better about ur shitty selves!
A person that does that is a fucked up person that needs hours of therapy I’m sorry I said that but it’s the truth…
At last I would like to be quite frank with u and tell u this

I don’t care what u think as long as it’s about me

and another thing we’re only going to see each other for like 100 days if not less haven’t u done enough like can’t u leave me the fuck alone ?
Think about it! And thanks for reading ! With love Mariam!

The dictator

I look into the past and I see very normal people who reached very high levels and took control over an entire country!
Now we ask ourselves here … How did they get there? How did the people accept the fact of them in power? What did they do to get the people to worship them?
Well first of all I think that in order to get people to follow u, u have to give them what they want and what makes them happy!
In order to do that u have to know the society you are dealing with:
1-know how they think
2-what they believe in
3-their weaknesses and strengths
4-how they act and react
5-what they want
6-and what they like
After knowing your society you have all the cards in your hand to play with the masses according to what you want and if u manage to do that well, and being in control is what you want, playing your cards correctly will successfully help u reach that goal!
Now let’s talk a little about how to play with people as I said before u have to know them in order to control them
1) if you know how they think u start giving your ideas in a way they would understand it and accept it
2) If u know what they believe in u could use it as a reference and convince them to trust u from a “religious” (concerning beliefs) point of view
3) If u know their weaknesses u can use it against them… And if u know their strengths u can avoid them as much as u can so they wouldn’t feel power!
4) If u know how they act you will be able to predict their moves and therefore have knowledge which puts u also in power (“knowledge is power”-Mariam Takkoush).
If u know how they react u will know which action u will chose in order to have a positive reaction
5)If u know what they want u will know what to give them to eliminate their needs and make them dependent !
6) and at last if u know what they like u will know what to give them in order for them to feel happy and therefore like u!
Now that u know everything … What are u waiting for ?! Go and get to know your society in order to apply what you’ve learned today!
I would like to thank you for reading and if u read all of it till the end I would like to tell you that I love you!
Much love …. Future hitler !

Insecurities

What does insecurities mean ?
Insecurities is the state of being anxious and worried about what other people might think of u because of your lack of confidence!
Almost everyone in our society has insecurities … But let’s just figure out why do people have them?
We live in the Lebanese society … In our country people tend to give more importance to other people’s life and actions instead of giving value to important stuff in life like science, culture, technology, development, psychology… And this makes the society a group of stupid, shallow individuals that only care about stupid meaningless stuff!
Why do they do that?!
Well Lebanese people were actually raised on the principal that society was the most important thing in life (for example : a mom sees her kid acting crazy and reckless she goes like: “stop acting that way do u want people to start laughing at u okay as a person I think this was the most stupid reason u could ever give in a situation like this)
Now In order to solve this misleading of attention we need to spread awareness .. But spreading awareness in a society of idiots is almost impossible that’s why we tend to just put on our branded blindfolds and follow their mentality! (Which is absolutely wrong!)
Caring to much about society actually means taking care of yourself and your “image” in the society… And here was where insecurities were born!
You see When u care about urself/ur image u will always try to look as best as u can in order to fit in your society and the fact of not reaching that state of idealism makes u unconfident and insecure…(the only reason why you won’t reach idealism is because there is no ideal model, you’re actually taking different characteristic from various people and combining them in yourself and since there will always be this “ecart” between what you are and what is “imaginary” u will have insecurities )!
Now that we know and are sure that these feelings exist we may wonder how are they manifested?
When u have insecurities u will do whatever it takes to cover them up and burry them inside and not let them appear but how do people do that?
In our society if u make fun/ talk behind another person’s back you will unconsciously be convincing yourself that they are wrong which makes u right and perfect! (Because no one is allowed to criticize another person unless they’re perfect (example of God who will eventually judge us))
But just the fact of judging people proves that u have insecurities which u are trying to hide… So instead of hiding them u actually showed them to us which was the complete opposite of what u wanted to do (but not everyone can see that)!
This analysis can make us confirm the fact that “if a person talks about/judges other people that person is not a “good” / “worthy” person that deserves to live!
If a person does not talk abt/ judges other people it means that this person is happy and is living his life perfectly in his own point of view!
I salute every single person living his life happily because I think happiness is more important than anything in the whole world!
I love you! And thanks for reading!

Brainwashing

Okay so in every person’s life comes a point where he really wants something but people around him just won’t accept the fact that he’ll ever own that thing (for example if you want a piercing and you’re parent’s just won’t let you…) In this article I will tell you how to get what you want with the acceptance of people around you by indirectly brainwashing them without them knowing that you are doing so…
Several conditions apply in order to preform this plan tho :
1- the thing you want has to be reasonable and within reach (money wise)
2- you have to be patient (this is a long term plan … If you want something quick this won’t help)
3- you have to be persistent
4- yeah… That’s about it
So to start you have to at first introduce the idea in any way possible … Even if it got rejected (for example say “mom I’m getting a piercing”…) this will put your mother’s brain in an awareness phase she will know what you want… If a person learns a new information his brain will automatically accept it specially if it was an affirmation …
After introducing the idea and getting rejected or ignored start handling the idea as a fact and pretend that it will happen any day (being sarcastic helps as well) for example if you’re shopping with your mother and you show her this cute short shirt tell her that it will look amazing once you get your belly button piercing … And every time an opportunity comes to bring up the subject mention it… At first every time you mention the idea it will get rejected but there has to come a time where parents/anyone will get bored of rejecting and just not say anything…being able to arrive at the phase where the rejecting has stopped is just amazing because not rejecting means accepting, and it’s your persistence in mentioning that led the brain to eventually accept … If that happened you might even see that they will start mentioning it to you (might be in a sarcastic way but it’s a good sign)
The next thing you should do once you have reached acceptance is start to little by little applying the thing you want to do (start asking about the piercing if it hurts or finding the place where you can get one .. And as you do so you have to tell your parents about it and be like “I found this place where they do piercings at a really good price” and stuff like that… This step will prepare their brain to actually consider doing this thing you want to do … A good sign that they are starting to consider the idea is the fact that they start discussing it with you.. you have now successfully brainwashed your parents… and if you get to that point you’re just one step away from your goal!
There’s still a small part of the plan you have to do and it’s acting … All this time you were rehearsing and the time has come to act! (Take an appointment for your piercing and just when your parents are in a good mood tell them) since the idea has filled their brains and they were so accustomed to it they will not reject it because in their brains it’s a fact and facts cannot be rejected … So here you have it … Getting what you want by secretly brainwashing people that are preventing you.
I actually tried this plan I’m still in the brainwashing phase but I know that the idea of me owning a motor bike was impossible but now my mom is actually considering it thanks to this plan!
I know it’s a long article but if you are reading this far I love you!! Thank you for reading !

Social media power.

Okay look! In my point of view social media is a really bad thing that happened to every society there is out there !
Okay it can be useful and informative and good but that’s only when you know how and what to select from social media because you can’t believe everything that’s written out there (#previous article) …
BUT on the upside when you are giving information about yourself AKA “sharing” (share it on twitter, share it on facebook… Etc…) you are informing the people behind social media about your life … U might think that you’re only sharing it with your friends or your account might even be private! But trust me the people behind social media have access to EVERYTHING … And I do mean EVERYTHING…
First it was the smallest things like msn and hotmail to see your connections and business now it’s EVERYTHING from your location (4square), what you’re doing and how you think (twitter, wordpress…), what you look like and with who you are (instagram and facebook…), your relationship status and stuff (also facebook) your very personal stuff (recently…) (ask.fm), your pics that you don’t dare showing anyone (snapchat…) don’t tell me you think snaps are deleted once the package is opened and the timer is finished! EVERYTHING ON SNAPCHAT IS SAVED EVERYTHING someplace that none of us know it’s location !
Why would they care about your life you say ! They have better things to do in their lives? They don’t this is their lives ! Your life is their Lives! That is what they live for! YOU are what they live for…
I even think everyone of us has like a folder which contains ALL the photos and the snaps and ALL the information and everything about you…
Because As I tweeted before information and knowledge is power… Once you have dirt about a person YOU OWN that person because that way you can use it against him … That’s how if one of us tries to stand out or rebel or anything he would be restrained and put back in the herd like the rest of the cheep… They were able to make us a herd and that is a guarantee that we will stay a herd as long as we are attached to social media.
Now I can’t ask you to stop using social media or anything I just want to tell you to be careful and know what is happening behind your back because it is YOUR right that have been taken away from you that is all.
Thanks for reading my article and if u made it that far please note that I love you.

Is the world a happy place!?

I always wondered wether life was happy and fun like some say or cruel and harsh like others say…
I never knew which one it was but i always had in mind that it has to be one of these options …
Until one day i realized that people are gonna talk and comment and rate things that they experience in their lives …
But you shouldn’t mess up the image of things in your life just because of other people’s point of view…
When you haven’t experienced something people around you are going to tell you their experience …
Like school for example … Everyone tells me that school sucks and that they hate it … But I went to school and I saw what school was like and guess what..!? I loved it!! I fell in love with it..
And so it goes for other steps in life too !
What I’m trying to tell you is that everyone around you is going to give you his own opinion.. but never form your own opinion based on other people’s opinion!
So next time someone gives you his opinion about something he experienced take it into consideration but don’t make it determine your thoughts!
I’m not gonna tell you if the world is a happy place or if it’s a misery … I’m just gonna tell you to open your eyes and close your ears because what you see with your eyes is what you should believe and not what other people say.

Attention

Every human being on this plant is born with a mother and a father…He might not know them… They might not be alive … They might not be around and they might exist just like in any regular family (PS be thankful that your parents exist and are providing you the internet to read this) ….
Okay parents are a humans source of love and care… Some parents don’t give any love or care to their children and that’s wrong … Because when a person is not provided with these elements he is gonna work on getting them from somewhere else one way or another!
For example some will eat to fill their emptiness some might drink excessively some might smoke do drugs etc… And some will resort to people …
You will be shocked by how much people go through to get attention or love or care from another human being…
It’s sad how a person can do that just to get something that wasn’t provided to him in the first place …
That goes for the people with tones of friends in their lives … People with tones of “lovers” (u get what i mean)
Sometimes people start playing with other people’s feelings and emotion just to fill the emptiness in their heart…
I’m not against taking this attention from friends or anything that could make you happy… I’m against talking this attention by hurting someone else or messing them up… That is when u discover how greedy a human being could be… But we all have flaws and we can’t get rid of them…
That’s why I would like to ask each person reading this (if there is) to give the amount of attention he should give to people around him in order for them not to do silly hurtful stuff and if he wasn’t provided the amount of attention needed there are plenty of friendly and harmless ways to do so… Start by giving away love and u will get love back for sure!!
If you’re reading this I love you… I hope you liked my point of view towards this subject!

صيط غنا ولا صيط فقر

Today i was sitting with the familia and i heard this saying above in arabic !! I thought to myself enno what is “sit” what does it mean!! And then i realized it meant reputation for my viewers from the USA (yes i have some :D) this saying means it’s better to have a reputation that says you’re rich rather than one that says you’re poor ….. Anyways …. What is reputation aslan??
“reputation – the general estimation that the public has for a person”
Reputation is what the majority of the society formed as an image of a person!! It’s a bunch of common point of views common qualities and characteristics that apply on u based on how u deal with people and how u live ur life! I say Bullshit to that !! Who is the society and who are the people in the society and how are they forming an image of a person! Reputations are sometimes real and legit but that doesn’t mean they should exist ! A person shouldn’t live his life like he’s walking in a field of mines he shouldn’t make his next action afraid that it will ruin his reputation because the society thinks it’s wrong!
A person should be free to live the way he wants to regardless the society he lives in ! And reputations about people are bullshit and u should NEVER ever get an idea of a person because of his reputation! Because it’s just a bunch of common point of views (as i said before) and one should not adopt the society’s point of view he should form his own based on data that he will have when he actually meets the guy otherwise the guy is a total stranger that he knows nothing about!
Now that we came to the conclusion that reputations are point of views u can see that this saying is stupid and shallow because it doesn’t matter what ur image reflects it’s what’s on the inside that counts!
Now there’s a big thing u should know i gave u my point of view towards peoples reputation!! Mesh business reputation that’s totally different …. (To be continued maybe)